[ A small part of Gil had been worried that the world of the physical had little in the way of enjoyment to offer for Rau. That part is evaporating at the sight of color coming to Rau's face. ]
Better, but not perfect. Yet.
[ Gil has never actually slept with a man before. This fact does not stop him from having boundless self-confidence about the act. (Idly, he wonders if Rau has any experience at all. Military academy dorms would at least have given him ample opportunity.)
The way Rau is keeping himself only barely within Gil's reach is irritating, but it's exactly that irritation that prevents Gil from doing the obvious and trying yet again to pull him down on top of him. Instead, he moves his hand from gripping Rau's collar to unhooking the clasps and start freeing bit after bit of skin on a man who is usually entirely covered up. ]
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Better, but not perfect. Yet.
[ Gil has never actually slept with a man before. This fact does not stop him from having boundless self-confidence about the act. (Idly, he wonders if Rau has any experience at all. Military academy dorms would at least have given him ample opportunity.)
The way Rau is keeping himself only barely within Gil's reach is irritating, but it's exactly that irritation that prevents Gil from doing the obvious and trying yet again to pull him down on top of him. Instead, he moves his hand from gripping Rau's collar to unhooking the clasps and start freeing bit after bit of skin on a man who is usually entirely covered up. ]