Unfortunately, I don't plan on changing this about myself.

[ But he'll give Rau some space to breathe instead of going in even harder on teasing and affection. Though it's fun to push Rau's comfort zone, it's not Gil's intention to make him genuinely uncomfortable.

That he's been granted this much is more happiness than he'd thought he'd ever hold after Rau's death. Though he wants more (so much more), he knows that haste can ruin a good thing. ]

Even if I can hang on to my conscious existence for eternity, I'll still be me.